I got myself a nose job

I was in absolute shock at what I did.

I cannot BELIEVE I went through with it.

My nose looks good at the moment but my face looks so different. I'm just processing everything right now. I'm at a 50-50 between like and dislike, happiness and regret.

Funny thing was, no one in my family seemed to notice the difference.

The silver lining? It's just a filler so it goes away in about a year or so.

Inked Heart #116

I love it.

Orangey-brown lipstick that looks good on me. Shocker, I know.

Never in my life would I imagine wanting a pumpkin-colored lipstick so badly.

The Sephora sales people hid the last 3 tubes in some secret compartment, but an unwitting sales girl I asked managed to fish it out. SCORE.

No time for negativity

Seriously I can't believe we had a BIG argument over... LAUNDRY.
So stupid.

It reminded me exactly of what happened with that couple in Marie Kondo's Netflix series Tidying Up, episode 1. They argued about laundry and ended up hiring someone to come do it for them.

Which is of course, ridiculous. But they had two kids so that's a little bit different.

Since starting fulltime, I don't have much time for laundry like I used to. And HE just hates having to shuffle our laundry duties.

My solution? You handle yours and I'll handle mine.

Seriously, I've no time for negativity in 2019.

Accountability

So, I was recently on a bachelorette trip with girls who are like fitness buffs and yogis – and I looked so heavy and uncomfortable in all the photos. I didn't even want to take any photos (but can't avoid group shots) and have to watch them skip around and take amazing photos and selfies. We were in such a beautiful country too. ;(

Therefore, I have started intermittent fasting and am consciously counting calories.

I need to keep myself accountable.

I need to lose at least 15 kilos.

I will get my fourth tattoo upon reaching my goal. Somewhere sexy.

Silence is golden

I've been farting a lot and trying to keep the gas smell and accidental sounds hidden at work.
Thank god for my silent farting ability.

On another note, I've been addicted to the shade #115 MUSS
I'm dying to get the other one #116 INKED HEART, but it's sold out everywhere. Oh well.